Time to Smarten Up!

Lately I've just been kidding with myself.

I realize it's time to go back to my norm.  

But sadly I find it so hard because I am constantly thinking..

I wish I could be him instead. 

I wish I didn't disappoint him.

I wish I could just move on.

I wish I didn't love him this much.. 

I wish I didn't miss him... 

I wish I could change for the best for him..

I wish what comes around, goes around ..